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yg lebih apes dan bodoh lagi, gue masih sangat mencintainya!!!!

skarang gue bingu deh mau gimana,.
cape tiap hari mata sembab,.

My day

1 jam lagi menuju 19 tahun,.

tapi gak ada rasa spesial di hati gue,.
> gue masih tetep ngerasa belum menemukan jati diri gue,.
> masih belum bisa ngebahagiain orangtua sebagaimana seharusnya seorang anak membahagiakan orangtuanya,.
> gue juga belum bisa jadi contoh kakak yg baik buat adek gue
> belum bisa jadi temen yang bener2 temen,.

God,please help me,.
semoga gue bisa memperbaiki kesalahan.kesalahan gue,.

amien,.
thanks God,.

what is this???

WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. Last beverage = mineral water
2. Last phone call = Him
3. Last text message = Widya
4. Last song you listened to = you belong with me - taylor swift
5. Last time you cried = yes now!

HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice = yup
7. Been cheated on = ya
8. Kissed someone & regretted it = um yes?
9. Lost someone special = YES!
10. Been depressed = sangat!banget!
11. Been drunk and threw up = no.no.sebatas coca cola ok!

FIRST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:
12. white
13. grey
14. black

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009)
15. Made a new friend = yes
16. Fallen out of love = haha ye i hope.
17. Laughed until you cried = ya
18. Met someone who changed you = no,segini aja udah bagus
19. Found out who your true friends were = of course
20. Found out someone was talking about you = yes
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list = haha,tidak
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life = some of them
23. How many kids do you want to have = 3
24. Do you have any pets = no,but my father have it
25. Do you want to change your name = ga banget
26. What did you do for your last birthday = had some fun with fellas and my bro
27. What time did you wake up today = about seven
28. What were you doing at midnight last night = slept or chat
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for = see him
30. Last time you saw your Mother = 2 months ago, oh good i miss her
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life = negative thingking to much
32. What are you listening to right now = song in the asri's blog
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom = tidak
34. What's getting on your nerves right now = see his parents,..
35. Most visited webpage = twitter,fb
36. Whats your real name = sarah suci Novira
37. Nicknames = sarah
38. Relationship Status = it's complicated
39. Zodiac sign = sagitarius
40. Male or female = Female
41. Elementary? = SDN 001 BALSEL
42. Middle School = SMPN 1 bandar lampung
43. High School/College = SMAN 1 BPP
44. Hair colour = black
45. Long or short = medium
46. Height = 168 something
47. Do you have a crush on someone = ya ya ya ya
48: What do you like about yourself = jutek,sadis tapi berhati lembut (ohya?)
49. Piercings = ears
50. Tattoos = no
51. Righty or lefty = no

FIRSTS :
52. First surgery = never
53. First piercing = ears
54. First best friend = nony
55. First sport you joined = basket
56. First vacation = jawa
58. First pair of trainers = not yet

RIGHT NOW
59. Eating = nothing
60. Drinking = nothing
61. I'm about to = blogging,googling,crying
62. Listening to = song in asri's blog
63. Waiting for = tomorrow..

YOUR FUTURE :
64. Want kids= yes
65. Get Married= yes
66. Career = SUKSES berat!!!

WHICH IS BETTER :
67. Lips or eyes = lips
68. Hugs or kisses = hugs
69. Shorter or taller = taller
70. Older or Younger = older
71. Romantic or spontaneous = spontaneous
72. Nice stomach or nice arms = nice arms
73. Sensitive or loud = loud
74. Hook-up or relationship = relationship
75. Trouble maker or hesitant = trouble maker

HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger = no,its crazy
77. Drank hard liquor = hmm
78. Lost glasses/contacts = no
79. Sex on first date = big no
80. Broken someone's heart = yes
81. Had your own heart broken = yes exactly
82. Been arrested = never
83. Turned someone down = sometimes
84. Cried when someone died = yes
85. Lied to your bestfriend = yep

DO YOU BELIEVE IN
86. Yourself = about 85%
87. Miracles = yap
88. Love at first sight = ga,
89. Heaven = of course
90. Santa Claus = no
91. Kiss on the first date = haha
92. Angels = yop

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time = I had but a long time ago
95. Did you sing today = yes
96. Ever cheated on somebody = maybe
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go = masa sd gue yg masih cupu
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be = bikin dani ngaku dia suka sama aku,hahaha/
99. Are you afraid of falling in love = yes.
100. Posting this as 100 truths = ho.oh




hey asri udah gw jawab nih..

I Love Rain or not ,.

gue suka bunyi hujan,wangi hujan,udara saat hujaannn..

berasa romance ( baca dalam indonesia ) gitu dehhh..

want to sleep kalo pas lagi hujan...

hemmmm....

Penyakit ini....

gue mau sok mellow,..
tapi asli ini bener-bener ga enak banget

hampir tiap hari kena migran dulu wajar karena kepanasan,
lha sekarang udah musim ujan,tetep aja kena migran padahal gak hujan-hujanan,..

sedihhh..

pengen ada Ibu dan Bapak disini,..

help me please...

HIKS.HIKS.HIKS.

Ada apa dengan hidup gue??

gue ngerasa bersalah,..

yeah,pada diri sendiri dan orang lain espescially my parents,.

oh,.i'm soryy mom and dad,.

gue sekarang jadi males banget kuliah pagiii,.grrr!!!
padahal semua kuliah gue adalah kuliah pagi,.

guys,pa yg harus aku lakukan????? :(

I want it,..

Selalu aja ada halangan ketika gue pengen beli ini sepatu,.
KESELLLLLLLLLLLLLLL... wondershoe

Pertama Kali!!!

Thanks a lot for asri yang udah ngajarin gue bikin blog yeah....

dan gue gag ngerti harus ngapain dengan blog baru gue ini,..

yahhh...

but oke lah,..

let see,apa yg akan terjadi sama blog gue ini,.

akankah terurus atau terabaikan,.

semoga terurus,.amin..(ga penting berdoa ginian),hhaaa